Actually Happy

I'm happy right now. I've mentioned Josh before. He just makes me so happy. I'm even trying to stop cutting myself for him. We're just friends... for now (his words I SWEAR), but I like him and he makes me smile. In fact I'm going to see him today. He wants to see me and I'm dying to see him. :-) :-) :-). I'm so happy, although there is always a note of drama, as Corie is becoming more depressed. We're doing everything we can for her.