Ehhhhhh.....

Well I don't know if I've ever mentioned him before, but Charles is back. Ehhhh. He's a boy in my grade that's always been a pain, in a way. He can be ok sometimes, but usually he's a jerk. He was supposed to have left for Webster county and not come back. But appearntly he got in trouble and came back here. Great. I was hoping that my friend Willard had been joking when he said he saw Charles in the office yesterday. I guess not. Dammit.
I mean Charles is usually nice to my friend Kayla, but kinda iffy to me. Like today he was ok enough, but I think he made a pass at my weight, but tried to say he was talking about my intellegence. Right.

But I'm not going to let it bother me too much. I have a guy who likes me for me and thinks I'm beautiful no matter what I, or anyone, else says. I just wish everyone, including me, could be that way. But we're not so we've got to deal with it. On the note of John, I hope I get to see him tonight. I got to remember to call around 4 and ask if he can go to shurch with me tonight.

Man, they're going to be dismatling Revolution (which is what the teen church on Wednesdays is called) as I've known it for the past year. They're going to be completly splitting up the big group of middle- and highschoolers. For right now, we meet at the church and usually have to big message and then go to our respective small groups (seperated on gender and whether you're in high- or middle school). But now they say ,starting in June, that the small groups are going to split completly and just meet at someone's house on different days of the week. No more meeting at the church. Ugh. I'm sorry but I'm not going to that so I'm going to stop going when the new system starts. But till then I'm going to enjoy Revolution.

I also go on Sundays to the Pointe (the church's name), and I take John with me. Last Sunday I was having bladder problems, where I felt like I have to pee even when I don't and it's really uncomfortable and I only get relief in the bathroom. If anyone reads this, could you give me some ideas as to what is causing this? Thanks.

I guess this is all for now. Who knows I might post something else next period (yes, I'm in school. Ha). See ya.