Please

Ugh life sucks. Not in the mood to type much... the only good thing that happended was having a 5 day weekend and seeing Darrin at church Sunday. And seeing Josh Saturday, but that's also why I'm depressed again. I'm missing him like a bitch. I wanted to see him for longer than a minute. At least when I hugged him I got to kiss his neck. He's so damn scared of tiffany and seeing him with her at Wal Mart broke my heart again. Please God, please do let him love me and come see me when he gets his car. Please.