Nothing Much

Well nothing much has happened in the few days it's been since I last posted. I got to miss school yesterday due to them closing it thinking the roads were going to freeze and it was going to be bad weather.
Yesterday was one of the nicest days I've seen in a while. Hee hee hee.
Still having trouble with my car anxiety, and I'm missing Josh more and more. I wish he would text me or something, but he's got to where he doesn't text much anymore (that or he's too high sometimes to text :-/ I wish he would sober up sometimes). I haven't cried much, although I did break down while in the car at Wal-Mart the other night, but it's growing and it's only a matter of time before I freak ou again. I think I've convinced my mom to take me to a psychatrist (and my eye doctor, but that's totally unrelated) about my problems. Only thing is is she's going to want to try to get a check on me too like she has on my brother. I told her flat out "NO!" I want to work when I turn 16. I am not getting a crazy check so she can waste more money on things we don't need, like the lottery. All it seems like my mom cares about sometimes is money. I really can't help but think that about her. I love Josh and Corie more than my mom. That's may sound bad, but you try living with her for a while.
Anyway that's it for now.