eh idk

Nothing much to report today. I went to a party Friday but it was a supervised birthday/Halloween affair. My brother was really grossing me out, as he got back together with Mandy (ugh) and they were French-kissing all over the place. And he has a disgusting nick-name for her, sexy thing. EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Mandy was also having some sort of breakdown or something and it turns out her cousin likes to cut herself, among other things. Speaking of cutting on the way to that party we passed Josh's house. That so did not help my mood. It just made that ache in my chest worse. God I miss him. But my mood did get better once we got there, as there was this really funny boy there. He just made me laugh a lot and everytime the smoke machine came on was like "Whoever has that needs to share." lol. I can't wait to see him again. Although I would give anything to see Josh again.