God, I'm so tired. Today I had to get up at five in the morning so I could earn $20. Too bad my mom's boyfriend is too lazy to work and most of what I've earned is going to buying food. Oh and one of my birthday gifts is being returned too. My life sucks ass.
I'm more depressed than before. My mom's boyfriend started again. He called me a very bad word for a part of a female's body that starts with a "c". My cousin was going to kick his ass. It's a good (or bad from my point of view) thing her mom was in the way.
No wonder I cut myself.
So not only am I tired because of my day of work, I'm also emotionally tired from the psychological abuse from the hands of my mom's boyfriend.
I wish I could run away. Too bad I don't have anywhere to go or way to survive. Being dead seems more and more appealing everyday.
About Me
- g.deadcatluver
- First of I'm not telling you my age(you can see it anyway so why waste my time?). But I will tell you that I'm a teenager and I'm far away from graduation. I live in a small(ahem *hick*) town called Sasser in Ga. I used to live in a city called Columbus. What I really like to do is read. But Ive been reading since I was 3, so that explains something. I also use to have 7 cats,one of whom use to be psychotic. Want to know why I think this? Because, not only when you use to pet her did she growl at you, she hissed at herself, her food-bowl, and the toilet. I no longer have any of these cats. Thanks Mike, you son of a bitch. I also have a brother who is 1 1/2 years younger than me who I want to murder sometimes. In fact I want to hurt someone usually once a day, but I settle for myself. One thing you really need to know about me is that I'm a really nice person, just with a lot of problems. This is the only place on the internet I can be 100% me, since some of the things I say the people in my life don't need to know. Please don't judge me. Or do. I don't care.
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