Love, and How it Sucks.

Well in my time away from my blog I have in a effect have had 2 boyfriends within the space of one month, both of whom dumped me for no real reason. The first I met through my friend. He was nice and sweet. But it turns out he was only he was using me (and for you pervs out there I DID NOT sleep with him. But what he wanted was along those lines. And it was a long distance kind of thing so I didn't do anything else either :-P). But it hurt me when he dumped me. He supposedly caught swine flu and had to "worry" about his health and he didn't want that to be a burden on me (yeah right). Well, recently I discovered what I always thought. He was just using me to get what he wanted. I found this out because he was trying to get the same thing out of my friend, and she kept saying no. She got mad when he kept bothering her so she said something like "You don't care about me and you say you won't talk to me anymore if i don't send them," (he had been saying that) "because you're selfish. The only reason you broke up with Sara was because she wouldn't anymore." And he said something like "Yeah, so?"
That sent me into a level of pissed off/depression I've never been in before in my life. Yeah, so now it hurts to think about him.
And my 2nd boyfriend, well I met through the same friend (maybe I shouldn't date boys she knows). He didn't use me but i got even closer to him (No, I didn't sleep with him either) because we talked so much and got know each other so well. I belive he did care about me. But then he broke up with the day before my birthday because he didn't want me to suffer through his "terrible" life. Yeah, what a birthday gift. And that so helpped my depression. Not.
But I'm trying to forget those losers.
There are some very nice prospects in my future, especially when school starts again (July 31, ugh).