Mini Update Thing

Well I noticed I did not get on here once for the full year of 2011. Or for the end of 2010. A lot happened. Like Billy. Billy Fischer. That is who I was referring to in my last blog. Not Josh. Josh is Finis. Billy is the second person I ever let myself fall for COMPLETELY. April to July is a long time for me. I just can't believe that we didn't last. All because of Heather. Because she hurt him, he became scared of feelings (love) and runs when he feels it. This came out of his mouth and many others... I just miss him. A lot. A whole fucking lot.