Mini Update Thing

Well I noticed I did not get on here once for the full year of 2011. Or for the end of 2010. A lot happened. Like Billy. Billy Fischer. That is who I was referring to in my last blog. Not Josh. Josh is Finis. Billy is the second person I ever let myself fall for COMPLETELY. April to July is a long time for me. I just can't believe that we didn't last. All because of Heather. Because she hurt him, he became scared of feelings (love) and runs when he feels it. This came out of his mouth and many others... I just miss him. A lot. A whole fucking lot.

I wish I knew what to do...

I'm tempting myself with someone I know I can never have. Or should say, have again. Sex is NOT love. I know this. But it's too much to pass up when I'm literally in his bed. I'm setting myself up for hurt, and this time, I'm the only one to blame.
No one pity me.

I have a new blog...

I'm sorry that I haven't been on here in forever, despite the lack of followers (YOU SUCK)... so much has happened, honestly there is no way to catch up again... The best way is to stalk both my Facebooks and my Tumblr...

Tumblr: ninjazombiegirl.tumblr.com